Accidently Caught Feelings

04 December 2025

It all started on the 30th of September. I was done talking to the guy I liked (see First Time) and needed a new distraction. I downloaded FetLife and then eventually Feeld. On the 12th of October, I starting talking to a guy that was funny and was actually able to hold a conversation. We met up at my place for the first time on the 18th of October and I won't lie, he's pretty good in bed.

A few weeks ago I realised that I like him. It was supposed to be a casual friends with benefits and I went and caught feelings. He's nice and kind and nerdy (mtg and dnd combo). I can't stop thinking about him and I just know this isn't going to end well.

I just checked Feeld for the first time in weeks - he was active today.